Sunday, January 30, 2005
ive 4 overdue library books. their due date was on 25th january so.. 4 books X 6 days (returning them only tomorrow) X $0.15 (fine per day) = $3.60 not including my previous unpaid fines. should add up to about $7. tsk, dont underestimate the NLB's fine rates!
so oh well. managed to pull through last week without my wallet. really bad luck i must say. tomorrow i'll have to go to hougang to make a new card, take passport sized photos and return my books. hey wait. i think i can save trouble by asking my school to do it for me. but remembering that bad mannered woman sitting behind the desk urks me.
she's so horrid. all i asked for was a new form, and she got so annoyed. i told her clearly what i needed and yet she confused herself. i know. i must and will write a complaint letter about her. she dont deserve a stable job, she needs lessons on hospitality.
and .. i hate mondays. actually school. the monday blues are getting to me and im silently fretting about school tomorrow (like i always do) while typing this. i should get out of this chair and do some work. yeah. i need to pass my o levels!
i miss ban terribly. she was such a dear friend (i dont consider her a maid, its so downgrading!). now she's in jarkata in a new training centre, learning cantonese so she can go to hong kong and work. i think her sisters there too thats y. oh well. at least it would be easier for me if i would to go to hong kong and look for her than in indonesia. i must do well for my o levels and save up enough to go visit her.
talked to her on the phone just now. her voice changed.. it sounded so foreign.. and after she left things got worse and worse.. i really want to move out and start afresh. this houses too big and a lil old (at least 9 years old!) to clean up totally. big, but so what? MY FATHERS MOTHER IS STILL IN MY ROOM. argh.
i feel a lil more motivated to study now. actually its the thought of sharing a room with my fathers mother for another few more years that scares the shit out of me. now that im in high school its still okay. but when im in poly/jc? no way. i dont have enough space (coz she takes them up) for my clothes, books, stuff.. and she dirties and stinks the place. i dont want her.
okay, so i dont want her, right? so i shall go study. cya worlddd.
xoxo
joce-lyn
4:58 PM
